You’ll never guess what happened earlier this week, Korey.
I was in a train wreck on the way home Monday night.
I think you might already know, though. I think I saw you at the train station. I don’t know for sure, but I’m pretty sure it was you.
I was thinking about you when it all happened. I’d messaged our cousin Paul not even ten minutes before, then realized as my phone died that I was low on battery. By some force of luck, all I have are bruises, a twisted ankle, and a tiny cut on my ring finger.
I usually sit in the front of the train by the window when I ride the train without my bike. Right now I’m thanking the whole of the universe I’d decided to not ride my bike that morning; I would have been sitting by the doors of the train otherwise. When I finally stood up and turned around, those seats were twisted and the floor all but nonexistent. If I’d ridden my bike, I wouldn’t have a bike and my body would be all sorts of broken. The seats didn’t have cushions any more and were a mangled mess. I was in too much shock but do anything other than stare at those seats. Those are normally my seats. The train, the solid, sturdy train, was broken.
When I had the courage to walk forward — or the self preservation; it smelled like electrical smoke and dust was everywhere — I could see the tracks through the floor. I panicked even more then. The poor driver was in utter shock. He kept walking back and forth, asking if I was okay. I asked if he was all right. I’m guessing he was; he walked all right, and he didn’t hold either arm awkwardly. Somehow the driver made it out with only minor injuries, too. The hood of his car was all but nonexistent, but the cab was okay.
When I found someone who would let me use their phone, I had your phone number half way dialed before I realized you wouldn’t be coming. It was after 8:00; I knew if you were off work you’d be to your car before we hung up. I didn’t want to call our parents. I knew with the stress of the funeral, they didn’t want to hear one of their daughters was in a train accident. I don’t have any of my roommate’s phone numbers memorized. I’ve know my boss’ number, but that’s more so that if something happens at work and he’s not there I don’t have to go digging for it. I’ve got my old landlord’s number, too, but he’s got a two month old and I didn’t want to take him from his family. Everyone else’s phone I’ve only got half way memorized.
I ended up calling Mom, partly because she’s right up the street and she wouldn’t have to drive another half an hour, but mostly because I needed my mom after something like that. I was too shaken to give her any sort of real direction, but one of the officers — Officer Cook, if I remember her name right — knew the area well enough and got Mom there.
Anyways, Korey, if you ended up pulling me into the isle that night, I can’t thank you enough. If you came to me to warn me about it at the station, thank you.
Best of luck,
Kelly